I’m laying here and I’m beginning to wonder about some things. One thing I’ve been wondering about is why the hell we didn’t put more clothes on. This whole thing, feeling her skin against mine, well it’s beginning to bother me. Not in a bad way, well that depends on how you look at it really. I think it may be bad cus I’m really turned on right now. The fact that we have very little clothes on and that I’m practically on top of her, well………… Well what can I say I’m only human. Damn hormones!

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‘Faith………. you awake?’ I whisper and silently hope she’s sleeping. Of course then why do I bother saying anything?

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‘Ya B?’ She sighs. ‘What’s up?’

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‘Ummm nothing.’ Why do I feel like an idiot? Oh that’s right, I am.

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‘B just tell me.’ Ok, now what was I gonna say?

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‘You know how you said I don’t have to decide anything right now?’

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‘Yeah, I’m the one who said it.’ There’s still a little irritation in her voice. I refuse to look up at her, besides I like the view I have. Her perfectly round breasts just inches from me. I’m already beginning to imagine what I could do to them. Is this a bad thing? Damn hormones.

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‘Yeah well I was, you know, thinking. This could be good for me but it could also be bad.’ I can’t begin to tell her what I want to, afraid of possibly loving her.

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‘B….’ She says, her voice soft and quiet. ‘B I promise I’ll try not to hurt you ever. I couldn’t do that, I can’t.’ Her hand comes to my cheek and she shifts my face to look up at her. ‘I’ll do everything I can to make you happy.’ There’s such sincerity in her voice and eyes. And I don’t think I can stop myself from getting lost; I don’t think I want to.

 

Our eyes lock and I can’t think straight anymore  I wonder what the gang would say about this. I think they’ll get over it.  I can’t stop a small shiver. I pull the blanket back up to my neck, pulling it close around me. My head falls back to her shoulder as she wraps her arms around me again.

 

‘Still cold B.’ Faith says in her slightly gravely voice. I just nod mutely, I can’t really form thoughts yet. Is it bad that she has this effect on me? I’m thinking it can’t always be good.

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‘How bout I warm you up.’ She rolls us over so that I’m on my back ,and once again she’s over me. She pulls the blanket up some and then moves a strand of hair from my face. It’s such a small gesture, so simple and sweet, and if I hadn’t gotten to know her better, something I thought she wasn’t capable of. And now I know why I followed her so blindly.

 

There’s this small smile forming as she looks down at me, her hair falling around us. I’m not sure how we got back into this position. I know somewhere in there I had decided not do this very thing. Her thumb rubs my cheek lightly, then she leans down and kisses my lips softly. As she begins to pull away I lean up and press my lips back to hers. I grab the back of her head and pull her into me. Her tongue slides between my lips and moves against my tongue slowly. Our kiss begins to grow more intense till we can’t breathe anymore and have to break away.

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Faith rests her forehead against mine, her hot breathe comes in gasps hitting my face. ‘B,’ she says, grinning at me. ‘That was fucking hot.’

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‘Shut up Faith.’ I mumble as I pull her towards my lips again. I think I’m beginning to forget why I wasn’t gonna do this. Her hand slides up my stomach and expertly unclips the front of my bra. I can tell she’s  done this before. Faith’s tongue is battling with my own as she pushes my bra away with her hand, grazing my breasts. I feel her hand squeeze my chest and I break away from her gasping, arching my body more into hers. She looks down, her fingers rolling and pinching my nipple.

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‘God…….perfect.’ I hear Faith whisper in almost amazement. Then suddenly I feel her lips latch onto my nipple, her tongue rolling across it. I groan out, my hand grasping at her hair. This feels so good, so amazing I’ve never felt anything like this. I almost don’t feel her hand moving down, her fingers sliding under the material of my panties. They slide down through my curls and press against my clit. My hips jerk into her fingers and I can’t stop the groan that escapes from deep within my throat.

Her fingers stroke back and forth over my clit and I can feel this electricity racing through my body. My hips start moving naturally against her fingers.

 

Faith’s teeth pull on my nipple and I’m gasping again. Her hair is falling against my chest and both our bodies are starting to glisten with sweat. The air is becoming heated and thick with the smell of us. That’s all I can describe it as, us. I can’t feel the cold anymore. And no matter how cold it is outside, I will always be a little warmer when I’m with Faith.

 

Her lips begin making their way up my breast to my collar bone. Her tongue traces across my skin there before she moves up to my neck. Her teeth scrape across my skin as her fingers dip down into my wetness. My breathing is coming faster and faster and I can’t control the speed of my heart’s racing. The blood pumping through my veins is getting hotter and hotter, burning from the inside out but I don’t care. Faith’s voice whispers huskily in my ear and I can barely hear her. It’s like I’m standing far away.

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My hips jerk up again and I almost scream when her fingers slide excruciatingly slow into me. Her breasts press against me, her hard nipples rubbing against my skin. Every sensation feels like it’s being magnified ten times. With every touch a little explosions set off in my body. Faith’s thumb presses against my clit and her fingers push harder into me. I’m gasping out her name though it’s getting harder and harder for me to form words.

 

She slides her fingers in and out of me slowly. Her body is beginning to build up a rhythm moving against my own. I can still hear her whispering in my ear, feeling her tongue trace along my lobe My fingers are grasping at her back digging into her skin and leaving marks. Her fingers are pushing deeper into me and then she curls them. I try moving my hips faster but she’s controlling the pace.

The white sheet falls down her back as she props herself above me on one arm. She is looking down at me as she slowly thrusts, her breasts rocking back and forth with the movement. It’s almost too much to look in her eyes, they are so intense but I can’t look away.

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‘You are so beautiful.’ She is whispering. Her lips look like they are moving in slow motion. I squeeze my eyes shut for a moment as her fingers push hard into me and her thumb presses against my clit. Faith’s tongue slides against my lips then slowly pushes into my mouth, caressing my own tongue. I moan into her mouth arching into her touch. I have to break away from her lips gasping. I feel her mouth latch onto my neck and she begins to suck. I’m groaning out louder. And suddenly I hear her groan into my ear.

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‘I need to taste you.’ The warmth of her body leaves as she moves down my body and begins to remove my panties.