I’m staring up at the darkness of the ceiling when  the door slowly opens. A sliver of light grows then disappears again. Lifting my head I can see her standing there completely still. A moment passes and I can hear her breathing a little heavily as she starts to remove her jacket and lets it drop to the floor. She saunters over to my bed and I sit up as she stands between my legs.

 

‘What are you doing?’ I whisper and I’m not sure why. Her eyes are glowing in the moonlight. She cocks her head slightly to one side and reaches up to touch my cheek. The contact sends shivers through my body and despite myself I lean into her touch.

 

‘I want you.’ She pauses a moment as I look up with obvious shock. ‘I need you.’ Her hand trails down my cheek, down my neck and her finger runs under the strap of my tank top. I shiver again and goose bumps begin to form. I’m not sure I’m ready for this, but I don’t think she cares at this point. ‘You see B, I’m used to just taking what I want. I’ve been waiting too long to play any more games with you.’ I didn’t realize we were playing any games.

 

At this point words are failing me. She reaches down under the hem of my shirt and pushes it up, her hands gliding up and across my breasts. I gasp at the brief contact then reach up to cover myself as she throws the shirt aside. Looking down at me with a piercing gaze she pulls my arms away from my chest. A feral smile crosses her face and she licks her lips.

 

‘No need to be shy B, you have a hot body.’ She winks at me and steps away and turns the cd player on. As a song starts to play, I think it’s called Addictive, her body starts to sway. Her hands run up through her hair and she turns around. Her hips are moving and a smirk plays on her lips as she looks at me. I’m strugglto bto breath as I watch her seducing me, it’s very obvious that it’s working.

 

She kicks her shoes off and unzips her leather pants. The mix of shadows and moonlight makes her little dance look extra sexy. All my resolve is starting to dissolve as her hands slide under her tank and slowly her shirt comes off. She’s not wearing a bra and I can see her nipples standing out hard. Shit. I think I’m going to hyperventilate.

 

Her hands move across her taut stomach and her breasts. She squeezes them and plays with her nipples. If I had any doubts about my feelings for her before, they are completely gone now. There’s this fight or flight mentality floating through my mind. Of course if I stayed I don’t think we would be fighting exactly.

 

The music plays on and she dips, her butt going low to the ground then coming back up. Her hands slide up her thighs then her stomach and breasts, then above her head. I’m transfixed by the slight bouncing of her beautiful breasts. I guess I must be breast girl. Or maybe I’m just a Faith girl. Even if I wanted to leave I don’t think I could, I’ve become paralyzed to this spot watching as this dark goddess draws me in.

 

My eyes follow her hands as they move down along the hem of her leather pants. They stay there a moment sliding across her skin. I look up at her a moment and she’s biting her bottom lip. My eyes fall back to her hands as they slowly push her pants down.

Her firm, tan legs are revealed inch by agonizing inch. She’s not wearing panties either and her dark curls appear. After she steps out of her pants she continues her seductive dance. Her hands, body and eyes beckoning me, but I can’t move.

 

Those hands of hers move across her thighs like she’s teasing herself. Her face is flush with passion and I can hear a moan as one hand moves between her legs then up over her curls and up her stomach. I can see the glint of wetness left on her stomach by her fingers. My own body is aching badly to be touched and in need of a release. Her finger runs across her lips then she draws it into her mouth and she sucks on it. I can barely suppress the moan that rises from my throat.

 

She begins to move closer to me and I begin to crawl back across the bed, as if I’m trying to get away. My chest is heaving as she crawls up the bed after me, her hair falling across her face. I’ve stopped halfway up the bed and she crawls over me looking down into my eyes.

 

‘Faith…’ It’s all I can manage to get out. She leans down and kisses my lips very softly I almost can’t feel it. Then her head drops some and I can feel her hot breath against my ear.

 

‘Tell me you want me.’ She whispers, her tongue flicks out across my ear. I groan and squeeze my eyes shut. ‘Tell me, please.’ Her voice is pleading, I can tell she needs this.

 

‘I…..want you.’ I manage and her head comes up and she looks into my eyes again. I feel like I’m drowning when I look into them. Her tongue runs out across my lips and pushes into my mouth as I pahem hem a little. Seginegins exploring, her tongue running across my teeth and the roof of my mouth. Then she takes my tongue into her mouth and sucks on it. I moan and wrap my arms behind her neck. She’s kissing me hungrily and roughly. I don’t think I much care, I don’t think I’m really thinking at this point.

 

Her hands move roughly against my body and reach down to remove my pants. I lift my self up some and help her remove them, quickly followed by my panties. Then her mouth is attacking my neck, sucking at my pulse point. She straddles one of my thighs and moves against it, rubbing herself up and down leaving a wet trail. One hand reaches down and pinches my clit and I scream arching up against her.

 

My breasts and hers are rubbing against each other. I have no idea what I should do to her. I’m a little afraid of just doing everything wrong. But she seems to be taking care of that on my thigh so I shove it up a little and she groans.

 

‘Fuck B.’ She whispers into my neck before her mouth captures one of nipples and grabs it with her teeth. I scream again, I’m sure everyone can hear me. Two fingers are shoved inside me and my body arches violently into her. She begins to thrust into me, her body rubbing against mine. I clutch at her back, my nails digging into her skin. ‘God B you feel so good.’ She’s groaning and I’m moaning with the occasional scream. There’s nothing slow about this moment and frankly I don’t care. Feeling her naked sweaty skin rubbing against mine throws me into a fit of ecstasy.

 

‘Faith.’ I groan her name over and over with each thrust. She shoves a third finger into me and I scream as stars explode in front of me. I barely realize she’s screamed my name and has come as well. Her body has collapsed on top of me, both of us breathing heavily, gasping for air. It takes a few moments for me to regain my senses, or what I have left of them. This is unreal and I almost can’t contain all the emotions that have arisen as a result. Actually I can’t contain them and I begin to cry silently.

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Faith lifts her head slightly and looks at me. ‘Oh shit B I’m sorry I shouldn’t….’ I stop her by kissing her lips just as hard as she had kissed me. ‘Did I hurt you, what’s up?’ She’s afraid and concerned and I smile at her.

 

‘It’s ok, I just realized how much I love you.’ We stare at each other a moment then a tear falls down her cheek. I lean up and kiss the trail left behind.

 

‘I’m so afraid of losing you.’ She looks away and closes her eyes. ‘What if one of us doesn’t make it through this fucked up shit? I was never really afraid of dying, but I can’t lose you now. You’re all I have to live for.’

 

‘We’re going to make it.’ I hug her tightly to me. ‘You have a lot to live for Faith, don’t ever give up ok.’ She trying hard not to cry, wants that tough girl exterior to remain intact. ‘I love you Faith.’ I whisper and I can feel her tears on my neck. Why does love have to be so painful and so amazing at the same time?